Greetings from outer space! Sorry for the belated greetings. I miscalculated the light-year distance of Earth and our planet again for Intergalacticmail. Nonetheless, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Hope you had a good one! I have a lot of things to say to you, but here comes my birthday wishes first. May you have many more to come, and I hope each would be a much Happier Birthday than the last one. I knew this one wasn't exactly happy, but its swell right? :) I mean, its not like they intended to forget your birthday, you child. So what if its late, at least they still greeted you. Love is not always reciprocal. Whats more important is that you send your love, and don't expect too much in return. Its wrong to remove you're birthday update in facebook just to test how well they'll remember it. You're being too emu. And here again Jessa, for a million times, stop the pills, the smokes and hooking up with random guys. Enough of these surrogate pleasures. That is not what makes you happy. Do not seek pleasure in things that will destroy you. Look around, open your eyes, the things that will make you happy are just there all along. You're just too weak-hearted to reach for them. Be brave, fight for it no matter how many times you fall down. Go with the flow of the earth, be strong for Natural selection's sake. Also, you mentioned you've been having "romance issues" lately. Well first of all, you're an Alien. They're humans. Its a total cross-breed, and that is just immoral. Unacceptable. Do not feel compromised to leap in the relationship world just because everyone's having one, you conformist. But then again, do as your heart tells you to do. BUT, if you're gonna do so, be careful in choosing. You've had a lot of heartaches for the last few months, the last thing you need is to get your heart broken again by some random suitor you've never really taken interest into before. Because that's what striplings do and the only thing they intend to do. They get you, and then break your fragile heart. The motherfuckers. Again, do not feel compromised to commit, or even just bat an eye back. Be as cold as Winter. Boyfriend can wait, you're engaged to studies and it is the only thing that can fuck you for the next two years. amazing line right there. Even if your suitor is overflowing right now, I knew none of them deserves your love. Remember, your love is the purest, most powerful of all. Only the God, the Earth and few lucky earthlings are worth of receiving it. You found the lucky bastard alright, soon enough he'll be waking up on his senses. Until then, be a lovely lady smut. Lastly, good luck on your pursue of Buddhism. Meditate, follow the eightfold path, the five precepts, and attain enlightenment. For now, practice good will and atonement of the soul. God, Christ, and Buddha is with you. Do not fear, do not succumb to evil. That's all, take care of yourself. And if you ever find yourself preoccupied again by earthly stuffs, punch yourself and read my letters over and over again to remind you of your true agenda on Earth. Hugs and kisses to you Beautiful creature. So long. Don't forget to keep in touch. <3
first day of school and i got kicked out LOL i knew something wrongs gonna happen, i just knew it as i walk to the bus station. i didnt know I was having a slight fever, im feeling dizzy and quite sick, i thought its just from the lack of sleep cuz I only got to sleep for 30 minutes and day before that i only got to sleep 4 hours. My temperature got high to 37, not so hot but too hot on the thermal scanner the school doctor sent me home as early as i arrive. it took me 3 hours to travel and i got to stay at school for only 30 minutes.
god, of all the first day bad lucks this is the least one i want to happen. i hate it when every newbie are friends, and i only got to join join them and most of all im scared no one might want to make friends with me cuz they already have one. and to make it worse, no one would want to make friends with me because they might think I have H1N1. LOL thats crazy, but i find it kinda fun being on a situation where people think you have virus and everyone starts avoiding you. ^^
but in my experience, the newest always gets alot of friends.. because its cool to be late and.. if people dont like their new friends, they'd find another one. LOL, but i wonder if someone's worse than me? lol.
i wish i could go to school tommorow already, im fucking missing alot. I'll be rounding up, looking for my classroom, giving my excuse letter and medical certificate to profs.. sigh, its the second day of school, im already enrolled this time.. but I still havent experience college. Im such a loser, guess its not really meant for me to go to college.
fat.. smelly.. obnoxious.. he looks dirty in any angle. he's not brilliant. he's not handsome.
but one thing that beats it all was his kindness.
even since our freshman year in high school, I've already heard much rumor about him being an adopted child. I found that out that it was true during our junior year, story told by our adviser. Aside from that, I heard that the only person he could confide in the family was his 'father'. His father was very famous in the city because he was a judge. they were quite rich too, they have a bunch of cars and have such a huge house everywhere. JM became famous to teachers, trycicle drivers, street food owners and so on. however his father was quite sick and become bedridden sooner. JM has a lot of 'siblings' too, but all of them are grown ups and is now pursuing their career and their own family. the only one left to take care of him was his 'mother'. during fist year, I heard that she was strict. Later on, I found out too that, in my and everyone's perspective.. nobody ever saw him treat Jm as her child.
We never really became that close. back then when I was a new student, I was avoiding boys, since It was what the teachers in my past school taught us to avoid getting into trouble (a private catholic school for girls). When I first saw him, I thought he was a retarded kid who would try to hurt me if I make him abit mad. He was really a big guy. There's no way I could get up without a broken bone if he slammed me. So the first day of school, he was standing at the door asking everyone if they have a change for P100. I quickly passed through without glancing at him, cold sweat and shivering.
Looking back, I have to be one of the people that I hate. Heartless and judgemental.
I had a tough time overcoming my fear of him. But during class, I actually found out that he was 'sane' and really nice too. Even though Im still disgusted to even let my skin touch his because he was really darkened with uhm, accumulated grime.. or 'libag'. Althroughout the years, group of boys would wrestle him, beat him down, and sometimes the shrewd ones would take his money and/or involve him in their shrewd business and gambles.
During the school's foundation day, I was too inlove with my bestfriend Reyna I only want her to be my partner to our field demo dance (w/c is a very cheesy Macarena) but we were supposed to have opposite sex partners.. so I chose JM without any hesitation for 3 reasons: ~no girl would want to even touch him, much more to dance with him, and I only felt pity. *sigh the world is so cruel before i came.. ne, JM?* ~ he's kind so I could beg him to trade places with reyna during practice ^^ ~I thought that If I did, It would change everyone's opinion about him since I was a cool kid *back then all new students who are smart and have many friends are cool kids.lol* OR I would be even cooler if I stand out with a guy like that.
break. jesus christ someone's playing a sneezy mexican tune down the neighborhood I just had to make a playlist and play it in a 100% volume to cover it up. moving on..
It was really fun to finally practice with Jm, although I feel like every wrong movement he's gonna make was gonna break my bones plus!! fat people stinks like hell and we're in a total heat that time out on the field, noontime.
but then at that time, I discovered alot of things about Jm. I could tell from everything he does, that he is a thouhtful, down to earth, good-natured fella who has a pure heart, even though the horrid stuffs i witnessed happening to him (his mother, bullies, & girls whose even worse than bullies) was enough to bend down anyone's personality to be crazy mean.
We dont hang out together, but sometimes, we would sit on the same table at the library.. I would be holding a fiction book, he would be holding a cook book. =) He said he loves to cook, he wanted to be a chef someday just so he could bake cakes for himself. ^^ We would have fun conversations from that 20 minutes break, and just have good stories about food, our teachers, our classmates and some bizarre stuffs.
then on our 3rd year, we were chosen to join this contest.. I have no idea whats that contest is supposed to be anymore, but it was about science and some sculpture 2Meters high. It was Jm, Darell, Kaye and me (I just read the da vinci code at that time so i suggested we should make a vetruvian man out of plaster of paris and stuff. It turned out great but the plaster soon came off and the thing collapsed on itself because of the spray paint i guess, it melted the styrofoam inside.) but before that, we went to Jm's house to borrow some tools we'll use to build the skeleton and took some old rotten woods on their 'tambakan'. but the dogs woke up and kept howling and his mother saw us, maybe she thought that we're stealing and yelled at us oh boy I thought I was going to have a heart attack when she asked the maid to unleash the dogs, we really ran out of their house and we even heard her say she was going to file a case on us.
I knew Jm was really embarassed to us, but we kept silent and just joked about it. I want to tell him that its fine, its nothing. more than that, Jm was a already accumulating a fear inside him.. because at that time, his father was already too sick. I was secretly wishing for his father to heal back and gain back his health not fot him but for JM.
Not long after that, during our 4th year.. we heard that Jm's dad has already passed away. That's whats brings me back to why I wrote this. I was praying last night for my parent's health and wishing that God would let them live longer. And then I wondered, just what does it feels like to have a parent passed away while you're a teenager?(because it seems easier for a kids and adults.) And I remembered and started to think about JM.
From then on, JM changed alot. He wasnt the happy-go-lucky person you'll see walking down the hallway anymore. He really slimmed down alot. He gets annoyed at the slightest thing. And everytime I look at him, even if he's laughing, I could still see the sadness in his eyes. Jm doesn't have much friend since grade school, much more a best friend. Its hard to think about it but I guess he never had someone to confide about his father's loss. And he'll never have a father to confide anymore. Despite that, he made it into graduation. He was still very nice, although i dont hear alot about him anymore since we're not classmates. He was a tough dude, and he would still probably defend his mother, siblings and friends against false judgements. ^^ He has the will of justice, righteousness, & integrity.. if only he would study harder to make it into a lawyer.
ne JM, If I could turn back time and be your bestfriend.. would your sadness atleast be eased?
heyya! i went to school yesterday and got interviewed, enrolled, and alot of other shiz. I have to admit i am quite excited, for some reason i missed going to school. but school wont be the same anymore, i miss high school. D: anyway, i love my course. its gonna be quite expensive and demanding but there are so many tall and pretty girls in tourism. sweet! plus they are so nice and independent, i am always amazed to see girls like that and i always idolize em. there are alot of boys too, but who cares. i heard that BSTM is a haven for the most gorgeous boys in the school, like the last time's Mr. Ceu winner was a 3rd year in SNHM. isnt that cool? XD Even tho i dont plan on getting a bf in college, its still nice to interact with attractive males. And there I wish I'd get over my likes for handsome guys hihih. I should get immunized by then. Yes, this may sound really conceited & i might take back these words sooner or later but I really am gonna try my hardest to avoid getting into romantic relationships, specially w/ boys. Oh God Imma bust them off before they even make a move. lol. its gonna be really hard specially if he's got the looks *flabs, long hair, pale, tall* and my type *metal dude, romantic and vampiric* i dont give a shit about perverse guys anymore, I could kick their ass and Im proud to say I can break with anyone who forces me to take away my virginity XD sigh, sometimes I wish i was ugly, mostly i wish was pretty. I just want to have a normal filipina look. and marry a french navy. lol. i dont really know what type of guy I would like to end up with someday, Im so indecisive but there are two nearest possible types: the first would be a soldier or pilot, anyone thats reallys handsome, buff and manly. XD and the second would be a mature and independent girl, pretty and very kind, somebody who cares for people, animals and nature, at times she is shy, crazy, gets depressed in a small matter, but then she would be a good fighter too, would fight for anything that she loves and righteous. isnt she preferct? ^^ Ive met someone who is like that, problem is that she's straight, and she's my bestfriend. =) teehee. she's the one on the left. ^^ that was her 18th birthday btw and Im glad Im her VIP. we took that in timezone pic booth yay. i wish our relationship would never change.
There is another girl that I would love to marry, In fact I would marry her more than anyone else on earth. She's also my bestfriend, we've been friends for 10 years but our relationships atm seems like a lil distant since she was busy *too busy* for school. But this time, I would be the one who will be mature and care for her since she was a real spoiled bratt :P You know what these two girls really have so much things in common. Mika & Kouhii are both the goddess otaku, both of them are taking up nursing, and they love Japan *Mika is half-bred japanese/filo* oh well, so much for marrying my besties. I dont want to meet anyone who is like that anymore because for me they are already perfect and nothing should make a better version of them. ^^
anyway, this is completely unrelated but I just learned another Hero!! aaaaaaaaawwwwwwweeeeeeessssssoooomee.
check this out man. ^^
Simo Häyhä
Simo Häyhä
Simo Häyhä (December 17, 1905 – April 1, 2002), nicknamed "White Death" (Russian: Белая Смерть, Belaya Smert; Finnish: Valkoinen kuolema; Swedish: den Vita Döden) by the Soviet army, was a Finnish soldier. Using a standard iron-sighted, bolt action rifle in the Winter War, he had the highest recorded number of kills as a sniper in any major war.
Early life, World War II service Häyhä was born in the municipality of Rautjärvi near the present-day border of Finland and Russia, and started his military service in 1925. Before entering combat, Häyhä was a farmer and a hunter. His farmhouse was reportedly full of trophies for marksmanship. It was during the Winter War (1939–1940), between Finland and the Soviet Union, that he began his duty as a sniper and fought the Red Army. In temperatures between −20 and −40 degrees Celsius (−4 and −40 degrees Fahrenheit), dressed completely in a white camouflage suit, Häyhä was credited with 505 confirmed kills of Soviet soldiers, and 542 if including the unconfirmed deaths. The unofficial Finnish frontline figure from the battlefield of Kollaa places the number of Häyhä's sniper kills over 800. A daily account of the kills at Kollaa was conducted for the Finnish snipers. Besides his sniper kills, Häyhä was also credited with over two hundred kills with a Suomi KP/-31 submachine gun, thus bringing his credited kills to at least 705. All of Häyhä's kills were accomplished in less than 100 days. Häyhä used a Finnish variant, M/28, of the Soviet Mosin-Nagant rifle (known as "Pystykorva" rifle, meaning "spitz"), because it suited his small frame (5 ft 3 in/1.60 m). He preferred to use iron sights rather than telescopic sights to present a smaller target (the sniper must raise his head higher when using a telescopic sight), to prevent visibility risks (a telescopic sight's glass can fog up easily), and aid concealment (sunlight glare in telescopic sight lenses can reveal a sniper's position). Another tactic used by Häyhä was to compact the snow in front of him so that the shot wouldn't disturb the snow, thus revealing his position. He also kept snow in his mouth so that when breathing he wouldn't reveal his position. The Soviets tried several ploys to get rid of him, including counter snipers and artillery strikes. On March 6 1940, Häyhä was shot in the jaw during combat. The bullet tumbled upon impact and left his head. He picked up his rifle and fired a round, killing his attacker. He was picked up by fellow soldiers who said "half his head was missing". He regained consciousness on March 13, the day peace was declared. Shortly after the war, Häyhä was promoted straight from corporal to second lieutenant by Field Marshal Carl Gustaf Emil Mannerheim. No one else has ever gained rank in such a quick fashion in Finland's military history.
Later life It took several years for Häyhä to recuperate from his wound. The exploding Soviet bullet had crushed his jaw and blown off his left cheek. Nonetheless, he made a full recovery and became a successful moose hunter and dog breeder after World War II. When asked in 1998 how he had become such a good shot, he answered, "Practice." When asked if he regretted killing so many people, he has said "I did what I was told to as well as I could." Simo Häyhä spent his last years in a small village called Ruokolahti located in the south-east of Finland near the Russian border.
swweet. He's awesome. too bad he's dead. rest in peace Simo.
I hope there's a real gun like this, I'll definitely buy that one day. ^^
dear oblivion,
I am hopelessly drawn for sad songs atm. i guess I'm just a bit "down and out" i don't want to use the word depressed anymore. btw I'm really hungry. there's food in the kitchen but I'd rather starve myself than think of the ever growing fats on my body. I like being skinny. No, I want to be skinny for someone.I am such an oblivion.
Its all Ai Yazawa's fault.
Yes, blame it on that tragic writer and her fuckin sad stories.
God, I really idolize her that's probably one of the reason I'm even more depressed, her works make me feel so inferior ^.^but I understand, she's 40+ im 17, she's a pro Imma noobie, She has Manga Studio I only use my hands. I don't even have a photoshop, human model, manga papers, or even a scanner haha poor bish. Sigh. Neh Ai-sama, can i be your apprentice? I want you to be my sensei. *sigh sigh. you are amazing. I hope I could commercialize my manga too one day. just when is that, I've no idea.ugh imma make some tea hold on a minute.soo where was I, oh my manga. I haven't told you about my manga yet?my manga's main character is named Danielle Ville. A 17 year old girl on her last year of high school whose really boyish, punk, and mature and childish at the same time. I only borrowed the name from my unfinished novel (again). She's definitely not the life of party, she's a quiet short-spoken gal (unless drunk) but people find her very interesting and fun to talk to. Must be because she talks very seldom so they tend to get quite eager to listen to her.
And then the second main character is named Vesperus. :) I really love that name its ingeneous how I came up with it lol. It means The Evening Star. He is a 500 year old still very handsome vampire who is stuck within his 24 year old body. The other characters are (uhm I dont really want to say cuz its from my real life, let's just name him Manwhore. so Ville was in love with Manwhore, they're classmate, bandmate and very close friend. they are secretly inlove with each other, but Manwhore has other gf) Ville feels really stupid and at a lost w/ what to do, she's hopelessly inlove with him (blinded). Manwhore is like the coolest guy in class everything about him is cool. He plays bass, drums, keyboard, and violin.. so greedy :D and he's also stinking rich. but Manwhore isnt just a manwhore, he's a big perv, and does drugs occasionally.
The story starts with Ville's cycle of normal life. She walks home to their band practice after school, eat snack, feed the pets, lie on her bed, stare at the ceiling, think about her love, go to shower, have dinner with her parents *her parents are jolly redneck peepz) and go straight to bed not doing her homeworks. But then in the middle of her boring blue life, hmm Vesperus appears to her room like a thief lol and Ville walks out from the bathroom and everything goes wild and then Vesperus said he was her cousin (they really were *back Romania year 1720* and he was there to inform Ville that she was prophecied to defeat this most evil antagonist vampire who also killed her parents and tried Ville to but he failed and for some reason she got preserved for hundreds of years and somehow some people found her and adopted her) Ville find it hard to beleive all that but Vesperus showed him everything she needed to beleive. But the thing is, Vesperus wanted to marry her XD incest runs in the family long time ago anyway so nobody really cares. He wants to marry her so he could uhm, 'taint' her blood and puor her some power she needed to survive and be able to defend herself from that evil antagonist *i've no idea yet what to name him*. then later, Ville would eventually fell inlove with him after a bunch of things Vesperus did to win her heart which includes living around her place, going to work as a teacher on her school, and downrating Manwhore. Well he's not really that bad, its just Ville is really blinded by his coolness and gorgeousness. After falling for Vesperus, they immediately married and fled to Romania back to their castle, then there would be a short mature scene *the honeymoon* (w/c im really anticipating too) lol. AND THEN THE WAR BEGINS.
Its gonna be pretty chaotic on the next chapter but before that, Ville will have some powers testing, i.e., teleportation, which she used to sneak into her crush's house (avenged sevenfold's zacky vengeance -i figured seeing rev wouldnt be that romantic cuz he's such a pervy hihih^^).
At that time Vesperus was on his quest to find the other Jyhad players. It was his assignment given by the elders since he was the Black Hand Master afterall, so he fetch Rowan Velya from UK, Sonia Blue from Russia and what do you know Zacky Baker from the US (he was a prince in refuge, a progeny of the Gangrel bloodline leader in German).and so the Jyhad (a blood hunt called by the elders, where vampires are called to kill a certain powerful vampire whose causing trouble and that Vampire right now is the evil antagonist i kept mentioning earlier) starts shortly after the the 5 warriors had been completed. further stories will be chaotic and idk yet if i should end it after winning the blood hunt. Im gonna expand it and put more details of course, Im going to fix the drawing in photoshop after scanning and submit it to some publisher *whom i can already foresee, would dump my story in the nearest bin or paper shredder and tell me how boring and useless my work is* LOL. anyway, I am really gay telling all this when you could be copying this and making your own version. ugh I hate copycats. so yeah, there ya go. im off.
Imma watch Nodame Cantabile live action. see ya :P
This is the only photo of us together that has survived after alot of reformatting done to my pc.
I remember Beng, told us to pose that way so we would look like emo kids. XD
*sighs* i could lie and tell you that he's just my beloved friend. but deep inside, I want to be his lover.
although, I am still mad at him. how could he leave us like that? how could he leave me and our friendship behind just for a girl?
Maybe he thought its alright. I did the same thing anyway. I was the first one to broke our promise. I was the first one to leave him. I left him for a guy I thought I love. And where am I when HE needed me? I don't know why I did that either. I was foolishly in love back then.
I remember those days, when we were still too close to even separate during break times. Those days when he always mess my hair and replace it with the so called emo hairstlye. I remember the time when he asked me to wallk with him through the dark hallways of the lower part of our school, I thought he was afraid of darkness. so I did knowing that would get me a chance to get close to him behind our classmates' eyes. ^^ I was secretly having a crush on him when we were in 3rd year and I thought it already vanished as we came on 4th year. It actually did, because I knew he had a girlfriend and they have a such a good relationship with her, and she was really nice too. But every time he sit next to me, and start talking about bands *which I literally am the only one in class whose listening to it* he deliberately unveil that charade. Once when we were in the library, he suddenly brushed my hair off my face while I was writing my thesis. And once in the classroom he talked to me so close, I thought you were really gonna kiss me.
I dont know if you saw but my face was really red after that so I moved in somewhere away from you. You were such a tease, until now. Everything you do, everything you got is cool. But I guess you dont remember any of that anymore. I guess you dont even notice such little things.. that got stranded on my head for a year now.
Oh, If I knew he wasn't happy with his girlfriend at that time.. I would have been there to hear his problems. I would have been there for him to use me, You nympho. that's probably one of the reason i made distance with you at the first place. You only want to get laid.
Besides, even if he doesn't tell me, i knew there were tons of girls tripping over him.. and you just love it don't you? I am not that gutsy ever since.. I always tend to lose, or backout everytime some girl shows up next to him. I cant even tell him, or any of our friends how I feel. I guess I dont love him that much huh?
But even so, I already made a promise to myself. I would never have a boyfriend until 20, unless a miracle happens, and he could finally be my beau. I am not that ugly, note that. Im not that desperate to get a bf, It would be hard for me to wait and keep on ignoring other guys too.
That's how I will show my love for you. I promise that.
you know Revin, If I could only go back to the past.. I would really tell you that I love you.
i havent slept for 3 days and two nights. idk whats happening to me. I have terrible cold right now.. my eyes are so weary and i had a fuckin headache my head was like being split in half. I really really cant sleep even tho my eyes are so tired and my head is getting heavy. I wannaaaaaaaa sleeeeeeeppp nooooowwwww!!!!! plz im starting to get scared but i dont want to take any medication or pills. *sigh*. yea just thought i'd let you know. oh well sia.
02. I hate humans.
03. I am a total hermit that never goes out the house.
04. I am a very Lazy person.
05. I like being a kid and I do not anticipate growing up, getting a job, getting life. lol.
06. I'm pretty much the outcast of the group. yeah Social Anxiety Disorder.
07. Im also Paranoid, Schyzotypal and and bi-polar so please bear with me.
08. Math is the wicked antagonist to my school life.
09. Sports and I are not very good together.
10. Im a dork at heart. You probably notice that when we talk.
11. I get depressed way too easy.
12. I like dark misty rainy days.
13. Im a loner. Its just something that relaxes me. i couldn't care less if you think its loser thing.
14. I keep useless things for recycling purposes until my mom throws them out.
15. I have an army of pik-nik cans at home.
16. I forget too easily. Short-term Memory Loss D:
17. Seventeen is my favorite number.
18. My thought of afterlife is, Reincarnation.
19. I dont usually enjoy chatting.
20. Gays turn me on. I just wish they like me.
21. Im a total ice cream whore. ^^
22. I have this attraction to crazy reh-tar-ded people.
23. I probably have the carpal tunnel syndrome already.
24. I tend to skin my lips off all the time. lol.
25. I am trying hard to be a Vegan.
26. I dont like the taste of some Japanese food to be honest.
27. I like the taste of Blood however. Haematodispia
28. NEVER trust me with cooking cuz everytime i cook i turn everything into charcoal. lmao.
29. There's something magical between Tim B. and Johnny D. =)
30. Avenged Sevenfold is the best kickass band ever.
31. Im accused to be vicious and vain solely because of too much staring at the mirror.xP
32. But im not the selfish type of vain. Im probably gonna die saving someone's life someday.
33. I am indecisive. i took hours to decide which one to buy.
34. Being friends with me means honesty and that you'll receive a real lot of frankness and it could be a bit bitchy but trust me its for your good. =)
35. I am *very sorry* for being a total cheapskate.
36. I always try to make people happy but I never seem to help and only makes things worse instead.
37. Im a horrible explainer.
38. I am too lazy to even eat so I only eat twice a day.
39. Our House is a zoo, mental hospital and hunted house. =)
40. I like hopeless romantic people alot.
41. I wear 275 graded lens.
42. Everyone thinks I don't care but I do.. Im just good at showing like I don't.
43. I have tons of books at home that i forgot to return to someone. LOL XD
44. Im only unfriendly because Im afraid.
45. I like quiet people who always have little things to say and stutter it.
47. I am a fan of Yaoi (gay love stories)
48. Everyone thinks im a vampire.
49. Ask them why.
50.) And Lastly, YOU MUST RATE AND TALK TO ME cause when the World is Mine, and i found out that you been to my profile and downrated me, i will give you a long and painful death. =))
You probably came up right now to the conclusion that you wasted your time reading this. ^^ and by the way, this is my vanity page so if u have a problem with what I'm saying you can
talk into this thing right here here.
e that, problem is that she's straight, and she's my bestfriend. =)
