Thursday, December 25, 2008


Dear Diary,

There i am again. Doped. And I'm not sure if I'm on my right mind yet. but today, today.. I've officially made up my mind about the thing I've been longing to do. I will become a Nocturnal. I don't know where this is going to lead me though. I might end up in the hospital for having ulcer or anemia, or worse, in the mental hospital for being a loony. My parents doesn't consider asylum as a resolution but I have a feeling they're close to sending me there. Auh I am so not going to sleep tonight.

This might cause me a lot of stress, friends (except for the believers. LOL. Vampire believers.) Anyway, I haven't finished Meteor garden. I started to watch it all over again because this is one of the most funniest romance I've ever seen. And there's like someone in my life who looks like Vanness Wu. haha Revin. I told him that. He wont believe me, he said F4 are way better than him. ^^ I used to fancy Vanness Wu back in the days. He's still cool today but Jerry Yan caught my heart this time. ^^ heheh dreamy girl. I just wish I was Shanchai. lol, nah she's too nice almost stupid. If I ever met F4 I'm gonna lure them into a Motel and do what you're thinking I would do. haha! kidding. You wish I'm a fucking groupie. xP I'm so glad F4 fever is over. They've become old and less attractive now. bwahaaha. Which gives me lesser competition. :P

Anyway Im still on episode 18. Darn. My parents are such nag, they just couldn't shut up while I'm watching. They said they're sleepy but they keep on rambling.

They thought I'm depriving myself of sleep and wasting electricity. They couldn't understand it at all. Could you? Nah you don't either. Electricity costs cheaper at night. ^^ From 10pm to 6am I guess. And how could they say Im depriving myself of sleep? I sleep 3am up to 1pm. Count that. That's 10 hours. fair enough, Huaze lei needs 15, thats bogus. Oh, speaking of Huaze Lei, I cant find a subbed version of the Poor prince. I love that show man. Its so funny. :P there's one time I remember, someone asked Lei while he was brushing his teeth, why is he keeping all the foams of the toothpaste and he said they're gonna use it once again. Oh my God. Thats disgusting. He's the thriftiest man I've ever seen. Its too bad I didn't get to finish watching that on TV. *sigh* Its either I wait for that to get subbed or I learn to understand mandarin. ooh that sounds exciting. ^^

Hey I'm excited about this whole Nocturnal thing. =] Let's call it, uhm, how about Twilight? Nah, no way. That word is everywhere these days. Perhaps in a few decades, maybe in 2030, it sure is going to be forgotten and will remain history. A very romantic history. By the way, how old am I going to be in 2030? must be 39 or 40. ew, thats old. I'm gonna have arthritis and rheuma and would rather wish my knees and pelvis removed. lol. ^^ I wonder if I'm still alive by then? I'm such a bad person. I heard God reaps good people earlier. I don't care right now anyway, I'm in a daze. I just wish he wouldn't take me before the time that I figure out what Life and true Love is. (yea I'm stupid i don't know what it is.) Same goes well for the time that I and someone was cherishing it. Y'know? Like if I ever have a son or daughter? Don't kill me during that time God. I don't like having a daughter though. It's gonna be a real pain in the ass. Girls are so troublesome. Son's are too but in a different way because they act normally and mostly smart. You could have proper conversations with them and not worry to much. MY GOD! I sound like a total sexist on the opposite side. what a Judas. haha. But think about it, Jesus, the image of the Christian God, Buddha, even Zeus, all of them are male. I wonder why males rule so much in this world? Mary, after all that she's been, the bridge of God and Jesus, was always one shadow away from the spotlight. I feel discriminated as a female. We're the ones having menstruation every month, bearing children, taking care of children, we have boobs too w/c are annoying and for some very heavy. lol. I kinda envy boys for being so carefree with their actions. Perhaps, its the ancient people who set this all up. They made gods male because they don't like females. I have proof you know? Don't they not allow females to vote back them? I would definitely take a rally if I had lived back then. Yea perhaps we're viewing these 'GOD' things in a different angle. like we're at the hypotenuse but were suppose to be at the congruent or adjacent y'know? Yeah. We should keep our views open, about the religions, with the exemption of Marilyn Manson and the rest of the satanic bands.

Anyway, let's go to my death part. I've always been thinking about it. I wonder how God is going to reap me? Or is there really a God? Is there really heaven, hell or purgatory? Would there be paradise? Would I live once again in other being w/ an amnesia about my life right now? Or would I become an Invisible wonderer in this world aka ghosts? hehe thats sounds cool. I could ride plane for free, travel everywhere, go to Antarctica, ride roller coaster 24/7, go inside the Lion's cage, sleep beside Jerry Yan, meet other ghosts, see people naked at the bathroom. lol. ^^ If dying would only be as cool as that. ^^

I had also thought of Reincarnation. Its cool too. But some things bothers me. Like what if I become a cockroach on my next life? God knows how I hate roaches, and he'll turn me into the very being I despise.

Maybe I should try being a good person then He'll turn me back into a human my next life, or any of more intelligent being. That's probably why He reap good souls first. And that's probably why Police are compelled to let criminals live. Right yea its on the tablet he gave to moses. Do not kill. He didn't say don't kill humans, or animals. Just stay clean. Yea what a smart guy. He's had it all planned it all a long time ago.

There's been an that lingers round my thought as well. I hate to break this to anyone, but what if we die and our soul never really leave the body? I know right? Its horrible. I'm not surprised this thought wasn't very much considered as a possibility. Yet, who knows? what if when you die, no matter how killed you're body is, like hearts' dead, brains' blown up, and skins' all burnt, what if we could still think? What if we could still feel sadness, anger? Man, I'd be scared to die. Maybe I'll stick to the Reincarnation thing. I'll try to be a better cockroach. though seriously, if would be asked what I'd like to be, I'll prefer Lions or any big cat.^^ haha. They're awesome. Being a cockroach's gonna suck. You have to live in a dirty dark hidden places, eat papers, food remains, you have to take care every time you walk out your house because of your size, even the sight of you makes people wanna kill you. What a horrible life they have, being the most disgusting creatures on earth second to porn stars. I wonder if roaches are ashamed of themselves? they must be angry at us. The ones flying around at night *shivers* are psychopaths. Kill.Kill.Kill.

My God I wont let myself be like that. If I ever become one of them, I'd try myself to encourage them, live a clean good life. I would tell them not to forage anymore at humans' stuffs. I'm going to lead them to the woods and we'll change our lifestyle. We'd be classic. Do you think they're going to follow me? haha. They might think I'm absurd. Traveling to the woods is difficult enough, changing lifestyle must be ridiculous. But no matter how, I'll try. And if one day, there at the news you see "COCKROACHES MIGRATING" then, reincarnation is true yay! Tell them, there is Jessa the cockroach trying to make a difference. lol

I wonder what would my parent name me then? I've always wanted Ville, or Rev, or Zacky. *sigh* my name's kinda annoying me, people always call me Jessa Zaragoza. wtf. She's done porn movie right? that singer? & I saw her on a calendar, She's a pin-up girl. Moving on. Hey I'm going to have sibling if ever! wee we're gonna come out of the same egg.^^ I hope we'd all be close to each other. I'm thrilled. haha I've never had a close sibling because I don't have. ^^ I feel so sad being all alone all the time.

aww, Its only five am but I'm sorry I'm already dazed. My brain wants me to sleep now *yes honey, just a sec* so uh, bye. goodmornight. sia. =]

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

The Long Awaited Birthday

I can't believe that its Christmas eve right now. Its so quiet. Everyone is asleep. Everything looks normal and seems like an ordinary day. Surely its not poverty, there's been a lot of price roll backs lately. Must be more fireworks which I've longed been waited. No i don't think so. It must be me. The setback of stopping school. Somehow, i cant help but feel this is the saddest Christmas in my life. I had a few greetings, chat with old friends, and lots of food, but somehow, it just,
don't seem Christmas at all. Wonder whats wrong? I sure need to consult Him right now. He knows all.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Record of Strange Dream #2

i fell in love with a ghost. see, i have a friend ghost, he's not the one i fell in love with but he lives in my house, a house made of half cement and half untainted glass windows, painted very pale blue like a modern asylum, i own the house btw. we were very good friends and he teaches me the world of the souls. souls are like pets, you adopt them in your house. but then, they could be wild and do stupid things that's gonna piss you or scare you so you throw them out the house. one night, there was this lost and homeless ghost, wondering outside, i saw him from the glass half opened-window, and he definitely saw me. ghost always sees u that's what makes them really scary. what he did, he glides very quickly to the house splats blood all over the wall and the window (the blood was very think and red like there were crumbs of flesh and organs in it) boy, that really scared me off. i closed every window, every possible entry all over the house,(ghosts there cannot get through things) and then i stood inside my house, he just staring at me from the outside, his uncanny smiles sending shivers up my skin and then there came my ghost friend. he said there was nothing to worry about. he's just a lonely ghost who needs a friend. my friend ghost turned me into a ghost for a moment and we flew outside the window, flying in the night sky, not much ghosts around but the freaky ghost followed us and flew with us. we met each other and talk, i thought he was so wonderful, a hopeless romantic, i fell in love with him and all is well, not until i have to be human again because i have a lot of human responsibilities and if someone finds my body, then I'm officially dead. i was so sad at the end but we still see each other, and the love died i think. ends there.

i think its from watching the bee movie. human + bee = ridiculous.

Record of Strange Dream #1

it wasn't my first time to dream weird stuffs of course but it was my first time to ever record them in blog. I'm an all time tragic dreamer and that might explain my behavior. heheh i remember when i was a kid, there's an old superstition that says if you had a bad dream, you should tell it to someone at least and it will not come true.
so being an only child and having old busy parents i have nothing to share my crazy dreams, (like murders, yes i used to dream of vampires murdering my family and eating our flesh. God that kept me awake for quite a long night.) so then what i do, i used to talk to the plants and our dogs or cats and tell them about my bad dreams. it was silly i just realized right now, good thing i made sure no one's around when i do that. and then there's another superstition but more like a wild guess, that dreams are the reverse of reality. i believe that sometimes, i just wished it wasn't true when i dream of avenged sevenfold having a concert around here and I'm there hanging out with them at a bar. lols

moving on, so last last night, i had two dreams that are connected. the first was, my recent state, 17, female, living in a modern city, and i was having an eye transplant. its really weird and scary but no blood i tell you, i was conscious back then, lost my other eyeball, so i have an empty socket, the doctor just injected my face w/ anesthetics and shoots the brand new eyeball in, the way you put a mouse ball inside the mouse. what intrigues me is, they all said (my parents were there) that this is my 2nd eye transplant and that i have to take care of it very well because every time i replace my eyeballs the nerves and veins there gets weary and a malfunction of it could leave me permanently blind forever. for me, never mind being cripple, or the the deaf or the mute but blind no way man. so then, my eyesight is back, i still needs to wear glasses tho because the eye i got isn't very good. wtf. haha well better that blind.
and then i live my live, fast forward, i was in the late 40's. black and white dream, i don't know maybe watching too much Tim Burton films. setting's just here in our house, still testing my old eye transplant. doing good i say. but I was a man now. and I was wearing a coat and tie suit. dunno what its called but it was very old fashioned you know the suit magicians wear or pianists? with a long tail at the fringe?
that's it. and i was wearing a big magician hot too so i looked like daddy long legs. i thought i was i was daddy long legs.
i was chatting,having a cup of coffee with a fella, a man i say, and he was dressed same as i do only he was shorter and looked older. i had no idea who that man is. all i knew is he was my sidekick.
i looked really old now there, like I'm 50 or something.
that's freaky too you know, i didn't know that being old is sad.or is it?

then suddenly, came out was my mom and dad, looking old but not too old that can hardly speak anymore. i know they were on their 80s or 90 there but they talk to me pretty much like a 60. i don't remember anything on what we're talking about when i woke up. 5am. end of the story.

What You and I Can Do

Everyone's worrying about the world already dying and global warming keep rising up. but do you ever do something to help the world? WELL MOST OF US DONT. some of you keep being selfish and wasting and wasting everything they could waste. if you really care about the world then start the change by yourself, and let everyone follow you. here's the ways to fight against global warming.


Most emissions from homes are from the fossil fuels burned to generate electricity and heat. By using energy more efficiently at home, you can reduce your emissions and lower your energy bills by more than 30%.

In addition, since agriculture is responsible for about a fifth of the world's greenhouse gas emissions, you can reduce your emissions simply by watching what you eat.

Here's how:

Replace a regular incandescent light bulb with a compact fluorescent light bulb (cfl)

CFLs use 60% less energy than a regular bulb. This simple switch will save about 300 pounds of carbon dioxide a year. If every family in the U.S. made the switch, we'd reduce carbon dioxide by more than 90 billion pounds! You can purchase CFLs online from the Energy Federation.

Move your thermostat down 2 in winter and up 2 in summer

Almost half of the energy we use in our homes goes to heating and cooling. You could save about 2,000 pounds of carbon dioxide a year with this simple adjustment. The American Council for an Energy Efficient Economy has more tips for saving energy on heating and cooling.

Clean or replace filters on your furnace and air conditioner
Cleaning a dirty air filter can save 350 pounds of carbon dioxide a year.

Install a programmable thermostat
Programmable thermostats will automatically lower the heat or air conditioning at night and raise them again in the morning. They can save you $100 a year on your energy bill.

Choose energy efficient appliances when making new purchases
Look for the Energy Star label on new appliances to choose the most efficient models. If each household in the U.S. replaced its existing appliances with the most efficient models available, we'd eliminate 175 million tons of carbon dioxide emissions every year!

Wrap your water heater in an insulation blanket
You'll save 1,000 pounds of carbon dioxide a year with this simple action. You can save another 550 pounds per year by setting the thermostat no higher than 120 degrees Fahrenheit.

Use less hot water
It takes a lot of energy to heat water. You can use less hot water by installing a low flow showerhead (350 pounds of carbon dioxide saved per year) and washing your clothes in cold or warm water (500 pounds saved per year) instead of hot.

Use a clothesline instead of a dryer whenever possible
You can save 700 pounds of carbon dioxide when you air dry your clothes for 6 months out of the year.

Turn off electronic devices you're not using

Simply turning off your television, DVD player, stereo, and computer when you're not using them will save you thousands of pounds of carbon dioxide a year.

Unplug electronics from the wall when you're not using them

Even when turned off, things like hairdryers, cell phone chargers and televisions use energy. In fact, the energy used to keep display clocks lit and memory chips working accounts for 5 percent of total domestic energy consumption and spews 18 million tons of carbon into the atmosphere every year!

Only run your dishwasher when there's a full load
and use the energy-saving setting
You can save 100 pounds of carbon dioxide per year.

Insulate and weatherize your home

Properly insulating your walls and ceilings can save 25% of your home heating bill and 2,000 pounds of carbon dioxide a year. Caulking and weather-stripping can save another 1,700 pounds per year. The Consumer Federation of America has more information on how to better insulate your home.

Be sure you're recycling at home
You can save 2,400 pounds of carbon dioxide a year by recycling half of the waste your household generates. Earth 911 can help you find recycling resources in your area.

Buy recycled paper products

It takes less 70 to 90% less energy to make recycled paper and it prevents the loss of forests worldwide.

Plant a tree
A single tree will absorb one ton of carbon dioxide over its lifetime. Shade provided by trees can also reduce your air conditioning bill by 10 to 15%. The Arbor Day Foundation has information on planting and provides trees you can plant with membership.

Get a home energy audit

Many utilities offer free home energy audits to find where your home is poorly insulated or energy inefficient. You can save up to 30% off your energy bill and 1,000 pounds of carbon dioxide a year. Energy Star can help you find an energy specialist.

Switch to green power
In many areas, you can switch to energy generated by clean, renewable sources such as wind and solar. The Green Power Network is a good place to start to figure out what's available in your area.

Buy locally grown and produced foods

The average meal in the United States travels 1,200 miles from the farm to your plate. Buying locally will save fuel and keep money in your community.

Buy fresh foods instead of frozen
Frozen food uses 10 times more energy to produce.

Seek out and support local farmers markets
They reduce the amount of energy required to grow and transport the food to you by one fifth. You can find a farmer's market in your area at the USDA website.

Buy organic foods as much as possible
Organic soils capture and store carbon dioxide at much higher levels than soils from conventional farms. If we grew all of our corn and soybeans organically, we'd remove 580 billion pounds of carbon dioxide from the atmosphere!

Avoid heavily packaged products
You can save 1,200 pounds of carbon dioxide if you cut down your garbage by 10%.

Eat less meat
Methane is the second most significant greenhouse gas and cows are one of the greatest methane emitters. Their grassy diet and multiple stomachs cause them to produce methane, which they exhale with every breath.


Almost one third of the carbon dioxide produced in the United States comes from our cars, trucks and airplanes. Here are some simple, practical things you can do to reduce the amount of carbon dioxide you produce while on the move.

Reduce the number of miles you drive by walking, biking, carpooling or taking mass transit wherever possible
Avoiding just 10 miles of driving every week would eliminate about 500 pounds of carbon dioxide emissions a year! Click here to find transit options in your area.

Start a carpool with your coworkers or classmates

Sharing a ride with someone just 2 days a week will reduce your carbon dioxide emissions by 1,590 pounds a year. runs a free national service connecting commuters and travelers.

Keep your car tuned up
Regular maintenance helps improve fuel efficiency and reduces emissions. When just 1% of car owners properly maintain their cars, nearly a billion pounds of carbon dioxide are kept out of the atmosphere.

Check your tires weekly to make sure they're properly inflated
Proper inflation can improve gas mileage by more than 3%. Since every gallon of gasoline saved keeps 20 pounds of carbon dioxide out of the atmosphere, every increase in fuel efficiency makes a difference!

When it is time for a new car, choose a more fuel efficient vehicle
You can save 3,000 pounds of carbon dioxide every year if your new car gets only 3 miles per gallon more than your current one. You can get up to 60 miles per gallon with a hybrid! You can find information on fuel efficiency here and here.

Try car sharing
Need a car but don't want to buy one? Community car sharing organizations provide access to a car and your membership fee covers gas, maintenance and insurance. Many companies – such as Flexcar -- offer low emission or hybrid cars too! Also, see ZipCar.

Try telecommuting from home

Telecommuting can help you drastically reduce the number of miles you drive every week. For more information, check out the Telework Coalition.

Fly less
Air travel produces large amounts of emissions so reducing how much you fly by even one or two trips a year can reduce your emissions significantly. You can also offset your air travel by investing in renewable energy projects.

Friday, December 12, 2008

how about a little introduction.. = ]

About me.

its either ur illiterate, in a hurry or just a slacker if u dont read these stuffs and i will be really happy if u are one right now.

i'll be damned if you gonna let me bitch you for the next minutes.


well, to be honest, im not good at describing myself xcept for thinking up things that im not, like trying to be other people (what appeard to be cool people) or by smoking marijuana and be doped i won't even know what i was talking abt. Like right now for example. and i like saying uhm and hmm so just stfu bcause im going to be damn honest abt myself right now. my name is Jessa and if u ever tried to write that on ur deathnote, then please yourself. * and Jack(the ripper), good friends*. yes i am vile. i am just the the exact word for vicious punk cunning vain aphrodisiac evil. i am a savage (lazy)bitch and i cant do anything abt it. and by that i meant i was kind of guilty the way i'm mean, w/c also means i could be good sometimes. SOMETIMES. =P im not a vegan bcause meat is good and human body needs it. its orgy in my mouth. lol. i mean just look at the lions and polar bears, they eat meat. my point is, meat is something human starting from your ancestors takes in for billions of years now and you should never desist it. and besides, VEGGIES HAVE LIVES TOO just cause they have cell walls u think u can hurt them. its not a sin or cruelty its just normal for creatures. but then again, I HOPE YOU DIE IF YOU EVER TRY TO EAT AN ENDANGERED SPECIES. eat poultry stuffs you dipshit. except for that pig in charlotte's web. he's cute and charlotte will definitely ressurect from death and vandalize your place w/ webs, i swear to you, you wont like it. xP so as i was saying, im pretty much the outcast of the grp, hmm someone who likes being alone- its not emo, betch. its just something that relaxaes me. i couldnt care less if u think its loser thing. is it anti-social? no idea. just so u know, i have real friends off and online. I THINK I AM NICE MOST OF THE TIME, i try to be as honest as i can, but im helluva good liar xD thats right and you know what, idc what the hell you are im going to bash ur ass if u even try to hurt people that i love. hmm, I am a dork at heart. :) you probbly notice that when we talk. i was this vain even before narcissism became a trend.well i was not that of a narcissist fyi, only to the point that i talk myself in the mirror *haha oh the compliments thank you so much*, a little smile, and sometimes, when the mirror looks clean, kiss myself in the mirror. oh God im soooo vain i dont know if its cool anymore. but one thing's sure im not a selfish vain. i would probably die to save someone's life someday. what else you needed to know, yes im a quiet a little pervert. BDSM? anyone? haha! you wish. im catholic and that ends there. Paganism and my own God comprises that xcept for Jesus. He's my coolest role model ever (i know, i know He hates me when im vile.) "i believe in my relationship with a higher being, but its hard to describe 'Him' on somebody. its obviously not an evil being, its a good being. But its also a being of free will, of beleiving in yourself."-MATT SANDERS hmm, i am bisexual and NOT EMO. if u wna know the truth. i love boys and girls. im a"i believe in my relationship with a higher being, but its hard to describe 'Him' on somebody. its obviously not an evil being, its a good being. But its also a being of free will, of beleiving in yourself."n aspiring writer too, w/ my own little story and i hope to God He gives me persistence so i could finish it before i die. my passionate dreams are to become a detective (something like a bounty hunter, crime analyst/criminologist, secret service agent) or an air force pilot, lawyer -a cool lawyer*lols, mother of two pretty and handsome smarty kids(who doesnt dream of that eh?),with Jimmy Sullivan my boyfriend. awesome. and you probably came up right now to the conclusion that you wasted your time reading someone's stupid wishful thinkings, lecture on meat, and either the result of a twenty gram doobie or my natural haywire. if u think that was interesting, let me know, we could be friends. if not then leave me alone or suffer the consequences. remmbr that i dont need u to like me bcause God will be pissed at me for being responsible for whatever happened to you.

the Loves.

the Rev is the fetish right now. heheh if u dont like him, you all can stop breathing now. AVENGED SEVENFOLD, Zacky V., NARUTO, Gaara, CABAL ONLINE, family guy,
STEWIE GRIFFIN, Marilyn Manson, Lacey Mosley, yamato Nadeshiko, death note, Elmo's world (thats a fantaaastic place i want to be there someday), Elmo of course, the Jackass guys, GORE stuffs[= , crime/csi tv shows, war movies, rain, rainy misty nights, drawings/sketches, books, world domination, being dominant-slash-pompous*lols, ice cream, sniper, assault guns, piercings, tattoos, eyeliner, hi cut shoes, tees adn tight pants, wearing the same thing everyday, isolation, gays, (haha damn those are all what 'emo' is.) and of course the basic stuffs, family, friends, pets, Nature, God, Jesus Christ, Mama Mary, Papa Joseph. i love them all soo much.

the Loathes.

lies and drama, the SCENE, MATH and the smurfin computations that traumatized my brains out in Physics when i was in High school, animal/tree/insect cruelty xcpt for cockroaches, girls thats very girly-i mean, like those girls in Laguna biatch, sweet sixteen, and so. Philippine goverment esp. the current Philippine Pres. and her "friends" (harr! you can assassinate me but you cant assasinate my profile xP) and ppol saying what's the point of saying these? damn you.

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Vanity Page


01. Im one of the most BORING person I know.

02. I hate humans.
03. I am a total hermit that never goes out the house.

04. I am a very Lazy person.

05. I like being a kid and I do not anticipate growing up, getting a job, getting life. lol.

06. I'm pretty much the outcast of the group. yeah Social Anxiety Disorder.

07. Im also Paranoid, Schyzotypal and and bi-polar so please bear with me.

08. Math is the wicked antagonist to my school life.

09. Sports and I are not very good together.

10. Im a dork at heart. You probably notice that when we talk.

11. I get depressed way too easy.

12. I like dark misty rainy days.

13. Im a loner. Its just something that relaxes me. i couldn't care less if you think its loser thing.

14. I keep useless things for recycling purposes until my mom throws them out.

15. I have an army of pik-nik cans at home.

16. I forget too easily. Short-term Memory Loss D:

17. Seventeen is my favorite number.

18. My thought of afterlife is, Reincarnation.

19. I dont usually enjoy chatting.

20. Gays turn me on. I just wish they like me.

21. Im a total ice cream whore. ^^

22. I have this attraction to crazy reh-tar-ded people.

23. I probably have the carpal tunnel syndrome already.

24. I tend to skin my lips off all the time. lol.

25. I am trying hard to be a Vegan.

26. I dont like the taste of some Japanese food to be honest.

27. I like the taste of Blood however. Haematodispia

28. NEVER trust me with cooking cuz everytime i cook i turn everything into charcoal. lmao.

29. There's something magical between Tim B. and Johnny D. =)

30. Avenged Sevenfold is the best kickass band ever.

31. Im accused to be vicious and vain solely because of too much staring at the mirror.xP

32. But im not the selfish type of vain. Im probably gonna die saving someone's life someday.

33. I am indecisive. i took hours to decide which one to buy.

34. Being friends with me means honesty and that you'll receive a real lot of frankness and it could be a bit bitchy but trust me its for your good. =)

35. I am *very sorry* for being a total cheapskate.

36. I always try to make people happy but I never seem to help and only makes things worse instead.

37. Im a horrible explainer.

38. I am too lazy to even eat so I only eat twice a day.

39. Our House is a zoo, mental hospital and hunted house. =)

40. I like hopeless romantic people alot.

41. I wear 275 graded lens.

42. Everyone thinks I don't care but I do.. Im just good at showing like I don't.

43. I have tons of books at home that i forgot to return to someone. LOL XD

44. Im only unfriendly because Im afraid.

45. I like quiet people who always have little things to say and stutter it.

47. I am a fan of Yaoi (gay love stories)

48. Everyone thinks im a vampire.

49. Ask them why.

50.) And Lastly, YOU MUST RATE AND TALK TO ME cause when the World is Mine, and i found out that you been to my profile and downrated me, i will give you a long and painful death. =))

You probably came up right now to the conclusion that you wasted your time reading this. ^^ and by the way,
this is my vanity page so if u have a problem with what I'm saying you can talk into this thing right here here.


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